mungkin gw terlalu kebanyakan mikir. gimana ini, gimana itu... masi ada perasaan bersalah yang lumayan membekas di gw. tapi gw tau, gw ga bisa membuat perasaan seseorang dengan mudah nya balik ke semula. gw ngga minta macem-macem, gw ngga berharap banyak, gw cuma pengen semua balik seperti semula. cuma itu. mungkin semua salah gw, mungkin sebenernya semua gara-gara gw. dan gw menyadari akan hal itu. gw ngga nyesel, karna gw belajar dari situ. ada beberapa hal yang gw tangkep dari kejadian itu pada akhirnya. dan membuka pikiran gw.
tapi kali ini, i still feel guilty if you want to know. you have to know how hard i am to stand still in this place without you. di tambah itu. dan gw ga tau harus ngerasa apa. harus berbuat apa? harus ngomong apa gw? could you tell me? hey, open your heart. let the good come in to yourself. how do i explain to you about all of these feelings that came up to me? what am i supposed to write here to make you understand? it's just not about me and not about you. IT'S ABOUT US! you have to remember that. if you do care about us, at least about yourself, please give forgiveness. that's the only way. then, at the end, we can still be as we are.
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