dear God, give me the best

i don't know why... in the last few days, i've been thinking about many things. there are so much tests that i should pass by. from inside and outside. huff... i'm tired. i wanna go home. i wanna my holiday! i want Bali, Bromo, Malang, or wherever where i can relax and enjoy my spare time. i wanna... really... huhuhu... there so much stories happened to me. but i think it's just like i said before, in the last post about 'Kutipan (5)' or something. i always remember that. when i want to be strong, then God gave me problems to me to get stronger. yea, i think that sentence is correct. hmm... tomorrow there will be the result of our rent house application. i hope i can get it. amiin. i can't sleep at all. i'm trying to think positive.