Banyak banget yang mau diceritain! gw sampe ngga tau harus mulai dari mana. gw mungkin bakal bikin dua post kalo ngga ngantuk. karena there are so much things i wanna talk about! first of all, i wanna say 'things are going so FAST!' gw ngga tau sekarang udah ada disini. di titik ini. di mana sebentar lagi selesai. selesai dalam arti, study. yes, my study at uni is going to finish soon. okay, BIG soon! i can't belive today is my last lecture. last class. there will be no more lecture, tutorial, assignment, and all those kinds of things. God, why are these things going so FAST? you know what, in one side i feel like so happy coz these all end (though there'll be more like finding job and so on and so on) but in the other i am thinking about so much future things. what am i will doing in the next two months? or next year? or maybe the next five or ten years? huhuhu... pertanyaan tersebut terus berkeliling di kepala gw setiap gw mau tidur. walaupun gw lebih ke 'let it flow'. tapi tetep gw ngga bisa boong kalo ini semua jadi kepikiran.
gw ngerasa baru banget ke sini (baca: Brisbane). baru aja wkt itu bingung nyari rumah, ngga ngerti harus gimana, harus naik bis apa, harus belanja di mana, dan segala macem printilan yang beda dengan di Indo. dan tiga semester berjalan begitu aja. hari ini terakhir lecture. dan udah ngga belajar. soalnya IT project juga udah selesai dari dua minggu yang lalu. dua minggu lagi, ujian. harus lulus SEMUA! demi memakai toga. mak babe cacul gege udah beli tiket. buat kesini. minggu depan udah mau mulai booking hotel dan pesawat buat ke sydney dan melbourne. God, please... please... please... let me through this! mudahkan aku. mudahkan aku, pake toga. make my parents, sister, brother, you, and family proud of me. at least from graduate from a good uni. let me graduate this semester my dear Allah SWT. i still keep my praying. amiin ya Allaaah... just You can help me. just in You i believe and i trust You for everything has their own time. so once again, please let me graduate on July 21st. please please. i'm begging.
mudah-mudahan cepet dapet kerja. cepet nikah. banyak rejeki. amiin amiin amiiin. *berdoa untuk diri sendiri :)*. yah cuma itu aja sih. intinya, i wanna make my parents proud. gw bersyukur amat sangat dengan semua nikmat yang udah gw dapet. dan ngga bisa gw sebut satu-satu disini. terlalu banyak. walaupun kadang ada rasa sedih juga harus jauh dari semua nya. but soon, i'll go home. i will. pray for me. lets end this semester with the beautiful ending. amiiiiiiinnnn.... ;)
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