Lately

So long not update this lovely blog. Working makes me so tired everyday. I really want to update this blog on the weekend, but the mood didn't wanna come to me. huff... sometimes i have so many things i want to write about, but then it turned out ngga jadi nulis. i miss writing. don't know where to start. there are so many things i want to write! even i haven't update about my job. i moved to other department but still in the same company. though now i get busier than it was, i have to enjoy every time of it. kalo ngga, bisa stress. sometimes i feel so tired and get bored at the same time. but hey, look at the bright sight, now i'm employed in a really good company which is good for my career. sometimes i want to complain about everything, but then when i think twice i feel blessed for whatever i have now. :)

i'm so busy lately and also my dear big boy. even my bestfriends have their own activities everyday. so many times i feel that i really breally miss the old times. i really miss the time before i leave this country to continue my study to BNE. me, my dear big boy, and my bestfriends were having so much time to see each other. we see each other almost everyday! and we were going out almost every night! hahahhaha... i also miss my time in BNE. i want it back so bad. sometimes i imagine about my room there, the things that me and my friends usually did, the places, the weather, the people, my routine, saman dance. aaarrgghh... the more i write about BNE, the more i really wanna back there.

time flies. and here we are now. going to the next phase of our life, my life specifically. i just hoping that i'm doing my best. i hope we can do our best in our life too. there's still a long way ahead. be strong my dear my family, my big boy, and also you guys, my bestfriends (which called srimbils nowadays. :p).

keep our spirit out! :)