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'jika emosi mengalahkan logika, terbukti banyakan rugi nya kan?'

zigaz

si genduy lagi suka lagu ini, gw jadi ikut terngiang-ngiang terus. dan keinget tiga taun lalu ngedengerin lirik nya.



Kuhantarkan bak di pelataran
Hati yang temaran
Matamu juga mata mataku
Ada hasrat yang mungkin terlarang

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Satu kata yang sulit terucap
Hingga batinku tersiksa
Tuhan tolong aku jelaskanlah
Perasaanku berubah jadi cinta

Reff :
Tak bisa hatiku merapikan cinta
Karena cinta tersirat bukan tersurat
Meski bibirku terus berkata tidak
Mataku terus pancarkan sinarnya

Kudapati diri makin tersesat
Saat kita bersama
Desah nafas yang tak bisa teruskan
Persahabatan jadi cinta

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Reff:
Apa yang kita kini tengah rasakan
Mengapakah kita coba persatukan
Mungkin cobaan untuk persahabatan
Atau mungkin sebuah takdir Tuhan


sering banget kepikiran, mungkin kalo waktu itu gw dan dia ngga pindah mungkin ga akan ketemu. tapi dia selalu bilang 'tapi yank kalo kita jodoh mah kita pasti ketemu. gimana pun caranya dan entah dimana'. dan gw percaya itu. :)

flying in the sky of love.

gw sama dia, kita, ngga ada romantis-romantisnya. hampir ngga ada perayaan anniversary tiap bulan nya. hampir ngga wall-wall-an di facebook seperti layaknya orang-orang berpacaran masa kini. apalagi bbm-an. boro-boro bbm-an, punya juga ngga. handphone jg cuma buat sms dan telfon. haha! online pun seperlu nya. ketemu pun ngga tiap hari. walau kadang emang rasa nya kurang terus. kalo kata dia 'ya aku tau kamu sayang sama aku, aku pun juga. tapi kan ngga harus setiap hari ketemu'. dan pernah gw nonton film tapi gw lupa judulnya, series gitu kayaknya. di situ di ceritain, jadi ada suami istri gitu, ya mereka beda kerja nya. waktu istri nya pengen ketemu terus, dan akhirnya pindah ke tempat kerja suami nya, semua malah kacau. sampe suatu malem mereka cuma bisa diem-dieman pas makan malem dan akhirnya suami nya bilang yg kira-kira begini 'itu kenapa seharian kita harusnya punya beda aktifitas. biar kalo di rumah atau ada waktu lagi berdua, kita punya obrolan atau omongan'. ya intinya jadi ada cerita nya lah. ngga boring gitu. dan gw sadar, harusnya begitu. walaupun kadang gw keluar odongnya. hehe..

yah, beberapa hari belakangan ini mulai kepikiran soal ke-odong-an di taun lalu. tapi ngga begitu banget sih. yang lebih gw pikirin adalah MASA DEPAN! seperti yang udah gw bilang sebelum-sebelumnya. masa depan gw, masa depan dia, masa depan kita. alhamdulillah semakin kesini gw ngerasa kita semakin dewasa. di luar masalah-masalah yang ada, secara garis besar gw sama dia amat sangat fine-fine banget. dan gw tenang. kadang keinget sih soal-soal tiga atau dua taun belakangan. cuma ya kadang cuma buat pelajaran aja khusus nya buat gw. we've been in this relationship almost three years. and i wish it could be more and more years for us to walk together.

sayang itu ngga cukup buat ngejalanin taun-taun ini. sadar banget. butuh kepercayaan yang kuat, butuh kesabaran yang ekstra, dan amat sangat butuh keyakinan yang kuat. walaupun ya gw ngga munafik juga kalo kadang ada rasa-rasa ngga percaya, ngga sabar, dan ngga yakin. tapi semua bisa balik lagi seperti semula simply because after all the things that he's done for me. nungguin gw balik, ngikutin mau gw, dengerin gw yang bawel, dan masi banyak lagi. haha! well, i think we're become mature now. wish us luck for our better future. amiiin. i hope he can get enough money and me too. :)

thanks God who already sent him for me. i believe that was the right time, though i thought it wasn't.

Happy Mothers Day

Dear ibu ku, mak ku, mama ku, yang juga selalu jadi teman bahkan sahabat di setiap hari ku. mungkin 22 November adalah hanya hari peringatan supaya kita selalu ingat akan ibu. tapi yang seharusnya kita lakukan adalah setiap hari harus mengingatnya terlepas dari hari ini ataupun hari ibu di negara lain.

ibu, mama, mak yang selalu ada buat aku saat apapun. aku sadar, aku ngga sebaik itu. aku sama sekali ngga sesempurna itu. dan aku sangat sadar, sering membuat mama kecewa. mungkin dia ngga pernah bilang secara langsung. tapi mungkin ada saat di mana dia ngga bisa menyampaikan itu, tapi apapun itu pasti semua untuk kebaikan aku.

sembilan bulan dia mengandung aku. entah apa yang aku lakukan di dalam perutnya. mungkin membuat dia tidak nyaman selama sembilan bulan itu. tapi dia tetap menikmatinya. mungkin aku tidak tau bagaimana susah nya dia mengandung aku. sembilan bulan bukan waktu yang sebentar. lalu, saat melahirkan dia mengorbankan jiwa nya untuk aku. hanya untuk aku. akhirnya aku ada di dunia ini.

dia adalah ibu terbaik yang di berikan Tuhan untuk aku. terimakasih Tuhan, telah menitipkan aku pada dia. mamah itu lebih dari sekedar ibu yang melahirkan. mungkin banyak teman aku yang bilang atau orang sekitar, kalo mamah ngga pernah marah. tapi emang benar begitu adanya. apapun yang aku pengen, hampir selalu di turutin. kurang apa lagi? semua sudah lebih dari cukup.

mungkin tulisan ini cuma sedikit dari ucapan terimakasih aku buat ibu. dan mungkin ini ngga ada apa-apanya di bandingan segala perjuangan mamah buat aku. tapi satu yang pasti, aku cuma berharap bisa berusaha lebih baik lagi dan ngga ngecewain ibu. aku mau ajak mamah jalan-jalan. ngebeliin sesuatu dengan gaji aku sendiri. :)

happy mothers day mom, ibu, emak, mamah.

i love you so much.

your very first daughter,
jingga. :)

Chuck Season 3

can't wait to see this series. i love chuck! hehehe.. sarah is so sexy and beautiful. badan nya oke banget! hahaha.. *iri*.

Genk GEDABRUKAN.

akhirnya kita kumpul lengkap. seperti yang udah gw bilang sebelom nya, akhirnya kita pergi dari pagi sampe tengah malem. seneng banget. cucu nek baru kali ini jalan seharian bener-bener seharian lengkap. walaupun pas karokean sama makan malem nya gege ngga ikut. tapi seru banget!! di mulai dari caca yang pulang dari singapore. terus semua di suruh nginep. ada ide dari ibu buat foto-foto di kota tua. minta tolong si abaang yang fotoin. sampe dia bela-belain naik taksi dari rumahnya karna dia belum tidur. berangkat jam 10an langsung foto-foto.

pulang sebentar tidur siang, abis itu makan malem di bandar jakarta. udah di booking tempat nya karena ada temen kuliah nya vina yang kerja disitu. padahal kita baru dateng jam tujuh, tapi kita langsung masuk. itu di pintu masuk banyak banget orang ngantri. lebih dari tiga puluh orang sepertinya lagi gontok-gontokan supaya dapet tempat duduk. sementara kita bertiga belas dengan santainya masuk karena udah ada tempat nya. hehehe...

lanjut karokean. sampe capek semua! hahahha... these are the photos. most of it taken by abaang. thank you all for yesterday. we had so much FUN!

15 Hours with YOU.

maaf jadi buat kamu ngga tidur lebih dari 24 jam. aku suruh kamu dateng dari jam 9 pagi. dan baru bisa pulang dan ketemu temen kamu jam 12 malem. tapi seneng banget hari ini. one of the best day of my life. dimana semua bisa kumpul. tapi nanti fotonya menyusul. makasih banyak ya sayang mau foto-fotoin aku panas-panasan di Kota Tua sama sepupu-sepupu yang masih kecil bernama 'GENK GEDABRUKAN' tersebut. sampe rumah malah di ajak ngobrol panjang lebar sama babe soal game. mau tidur ngga jadi-jadi. mau mandi di rumah aku juga ga jadi-jadi. sampe akhirnya selesai omongannya.

malem makan-makan di bandar jakarta. foto-fotoin lagi. ada ibu sama tante-tante aku juga. lanjut karoke ke nav kelapa gading. makasih udah mau nyetirin. nemenin aku jagain ade-ade aku semua. i know you're not only love me but also all of my family. that's why you are different. thank you for always stand besides me. i'm really appreciated that. me love you much. :)

aku suka foto ini. walaupun cuma di foto pake hp.

he said.

ngga apa-apa yank. kejar aja cita-cita kamu. aku dukung kamu kok.

this video makes me HAPPY

lirik nya lucu banget. bikin gw senyum-senyum. apalagi pertama kali liat video nya yang itu. keinget terus video nya. bikin seneng dengernya. ngga sedih-sedih ngga penting. jadi bisa senyum terus. menyenangkan. liriknya juga lucu banget.

So there we were, back home from somewhere inside my head
Oh, bravely I fought off the monsters beneath her bed
Pillars of postwar books supported by frame of mind
While she memorized the pages that I tried to not hide behind
She took my hand in hers and whispered her love for me
The lantern died that night but we didn't need to see
Implying that she's the bee's knees and I am the cat's meow
It's funny how she recalls what I can't remember now

But when her smile came back and I didn't feel half as horrible
She gave me a heart attack just because she looked so adorable
We both put our sunblock on, played on the beach and vowed that we'd live and we'd learn
Yeah, but she got a tan, and I got a sunburn
I got a sunburn

So there we were out there, unaware of where we'd been
We kicked off our flipflops and swung from the rooftops again
It's awkward but I'll confess she's all I can think about
And it's funny how I recall what she can't remember now

But when her smile came back and I didn't feel half as horrible
She gave me a heart attack just because she looked so adorable
We both put our sunblock on, played on the beach and vowed that we'd live and we'd learn
Yeah, but she got a tan, and I got a sunburn

Oh, afterglow, look out below
We left a trail of dust behind
As we parted ways, she held my gaze
And left an imprint on my mind
I tried not to cry as we said goodbye
And hung the clouds above my town
But I shed a tear when she disappeared
Cause now I'm a stranger on the ground

When her smile came back and I didn't feel half as horrible
She gave me a heart attack
We both put our sunblock on, played on the beach and vowed that we'd live and we'd learn
But she got a tan, and I got a sunburn
She got a tan, and I got a sunburn
Yeah, but she got a tan, and I got a sunburn

:)

Walk with Trust on your Path & know as u keep walking, things will happen, u will be taken care of. Walk with Trust!

Live your life, not someone else's. Listen to your heart & share it w/ someone u Love. This is the highest form of living

DAMN, I'M SORRY I HATE YOU!

I NEED TO TALK TO YOU!!!!!
WHAT ARE YOU THINKING?!!!




abaang, i need you so bad. i miss you. :'(

will buy this one. :)

mudah-mudahan ada rejeki semester depan. mau beli ini entah warna apapun. :)

special for someone

someone who has ruin everything at that time, maybe it is up to now. tapi mudah-mudahan ngga. mudah-mudahan dia baca. i need to talk to her! i need it so bad.


if that boy dont love you by now, he will never ever love you


you know nothing. if you hate me, come to me and say loud that you hate me. i'm a kind person, who can forgive my enemy. don't be affraid if you did nothing wrong. :)

new moon with abaang = KOMEDI

New Moon with abaang is such watching a comedy movie. hahhaha... nyeletuk sana sini ngga jelas juntrungan nya. ampun deh. gw ga kuat banget cekikikan dengerin celetukan nya dia. since we watched Twilight, we never watch it seriously. hahaha... i never read the both of those books. jadi mungkin gw ngga terlalu gimana banget. tapi mungkin kalo baca buku nya lebih mendingan kali ya. dari waktu mulai Twilight, udah ngakak mulu nontonnya. terus kemaren pas mau bayar parikir pulang di bahas lagi sama si abaang. he said 'yank, nanti aku jg mau naik-naik pohon kayak si edward yg waktu adegan di twilight *terus dia meragain cara manjat pohon*. nah abis itu aku bilang deh 'I'M A MONKEY'. '. HEEEE.... saat itu juga gw ngakak-ngakak. hahahah... dasar odong! terus bilang 'km jadi monkey nya juga, mau ngga aku gendong?'. hahaha.. dudud deh.

bagian yang ga gw lupa juga waktu nonton new moon kemaren adalah saat si Jacob buka baju tiba-tiba aja ada suara cowo dua orang di belakang gw yang bilang 'WUUIIIIH BADANNYAA.. *dg nada napsu*'. yang ada gw sama si abaang shock terus colek-colekan, tengok-tengokan, speechless ga tau mo ngomong apa. di belakang gw padahal ada satu cewe lagi. tapi dia ngga komen apa-apa. ckckck... hombreng lalalala kali ya. MENGERIKAN! lanjut, masi di dalem bioskop, si abaang bilang 'gombal amat si ni film'. gw bisikin 'kalo aku gitu juga gimana yank?'. hahahaha... geli sendiri dia.

yang terakhir yang paling gw inget juga, di mobil dia bilang 'ITU FILM NYA ABABIL (baca: ABG LABIL) banget yaank. dikit-dikit mau bunuh diri. terus ga bisa kalo ngga punya pacar. stress, depresi'. SETUJU BANGET gw. hahaha... labil abis deh itu si cewe nya. udah gitu gw komen juga akhirnya 'knp tiap naksir cowo nya serigala lah, vampir lah, kayak ngga ada cowo yang bener aja'. hahaha... terus si abaang bilang 'yank, klo km pengen jadi vampire jg terus aku yg sedot darah km kayak nya aku pingsan duluan deh'. gw 'kenapa emang?'. dia 'ya aku pingsan kekenyangan darah kamu kebanyakan'. HEEE... hahahhaha. odong!!!!

komedi banget lah. tapi gw seneng. :)

you and me, another thing of us.

laughing is always the best part when we've met. :)

owl city

lagi suka banget sama lagu fireflies nya owl city. tapi sayang ngga bisa di embed video clip nya. click here to see the video. gw suka banget video klipnya, it's just because LAMPU. haha... lampu nya banyak nyala-nyala. gw suka lirik nya pas 'Cause I'd get a thousand hugs from ten thousand lightning bugs As they tried to teach me how to dance'. ngga tau kenapa, bayangan nya ada kunang-kunang banyak ngelilingin gitu. hahahah... lebay atau ngga, i love it. :)

satu lagi yang gw suka, on the wing. thanks yg ini bisa di embed video nya nih di bawah.

Awake to take in the view Late nights and early parades Still photos and noisy arcades My darling we're both on the wing Look down and keep on singing and we can go anywhere

i passed!

yesterday was awesome. can't believe i through all of these. after i got angry with him, he asked me to go to that place. firstly, i told him we just can watch movie in 21 coz i knew he's tired after went with his friends. but he said, how about we're going to that place. i was confused as usual. i thought he would be so tired if we go there. but finally i made my choice to go there with him after a long long time! and yes, he came at one to my house. we ate, then we were going. he drove his OM. i love the way he drives his car with Marlboro lights in his right hand, and hugs me with his left hand. I LOVE SI OM! hehe... i love the way he made me laugh, though it's just because the simplest things. we're just like goyang-goyang ga jelas. hahaha... suddenly i can't forget about all the sadness, pain and anything bad. we just laugh together and know that we really meant to each other. :)

after we arrived, we just spent our quality time. talking about all those things. my problems, his problems, our problems. and i feel really good. it's just like we can share every little thing in our life. he said that he really misses me. i know, and i do too. i was so happy, when i can hold him tight and never let him go and so does he. moreover, he always knows how to treat me so well to make me feel comfort, and he knows how to tell me that he loves me not only with those three words but also from how he treats me just like yesterday. i forgot to take picture with him. but it doesn't matter. the mportant thing is i can spent a day with him. that's enough. *though it's not. hahaha*. i hope this could be last forever. amiin.

another thing about yesterday, after i went home, i checked my exam result and I PASSED ALL THE COURSES! alhamdulillaaahh.. God always gives me the best. though the result is not good enough but i can pass all of those without have to retake the course. i'm very happy!!! that's why i love being here. thank you ibu, abaang, cacul, gege, mbah, babe for always pray for me and be there whenever i need you.

me love you much.