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akhirnya hari itu datang juga. hari yang gw tunggu-tunggu. dan gw ga sabar banget. when i came back to jakarta, i was so happy!!! awalnya sih di janjiin sama ibu kalo dia mau jemput sama nek dan mbah. landing di jakarta sekitar abis magrib. ngurus imigrasi + bagasi. ga lama si abaang telpon gw katanya dia udah sampe lagi makan di hoka-hoka bento. dan dia bilang dia nunggu di sana. dia bilang yang jemput banyak. ya udah deh akhirnya bagasi gw keluar juga, dan gw nunggu temen gw di jemput bentar eh ga lama dia dateng dan gw ngga gitu ngeh. tau nya, KITA BAJU NYA SAMAAN. WARNA MERAH. hahahah... padahal kita ngga janjian sama sekali. ngomongin soal baju juga ngga. hahhahaha... we still have such a great connection with each other. hehe...

ternyata yang jemput dia sama dua sepupu gw aja. plus supir gw yang nyetirin. gw seneeeng banget bisa pulang. ketemu semua. sampe rumah juga, udah rame. berasa apa gitu! ahahahha.. *lebay*. ada nek mbah ceuceu babe gege. GW KANGEN SEMUA!!! terus si mamah ga sabar minta buka koper buat ambil sepatu yang gw beliin. bongkar sana sini, akhirnya dia ngeliat gw beli tiga sepatu baru. HAHA... nenek gw juga liat dan pada komen deh akhirnya. terus si tas anya hindmarch itu ketauan juga akhirnya, daaaaan emak gw pengen! haha.. katanya dia juga mau pake. dia bilang 'aturan aku di beliin yang kayak gini juga dong'. di lanjut sama nenek gw yang bilang 'dulu mama km juga waktu kuliah kayak gitu model nya tasnya'. gw dalem hati 'selera nya sama benerrrr'. hehehe... seneeeng bangeeet!! terus bagi-bagi oleh-oleh gitu. aaahh... i'm so happy here. thanks mum, babe, gege, caca (walaupun blm pulang i miss u sist!), vina, manda, nek, mbah, ceuceu, mbah dulah, dan yang pasti ANDRE.

thank you for manda vina andre dan mang acid yang udah mau macet-macetan jemput ke bandara. i really appraciate that! and now i'm here with my lovely people.

here's my first photo with abaang.

baju merah-merah ga janjian.
we sure that we love each other that much!
hahahahaha... :)

love you all,
jinggo.

this semester, DONE!

lega banget rasanyaa... walaupun masih ada satu semester lagi, tapi hari ini gw berasa lega. dan pasrah dengan nilai. semoga lulus semua. amiiiin. gw ngga sabar mau pulang, mau jalan-jalan sama si mamah tersayang beserta ade-ade gw yg odong, terus nodong babe gw kalo mau pergi jalan, melanglang buana bersama abaang ku yang aku sayang, menggila bersama skyjumper sist ku. rindu amat sangat sama mereka!!! kangen sepupu-sepupu odoong kalo lagi pada nginep di rumah, sepupu-sepupu yang masi balita bisa di mainin hahahah, sepupu-sepupu cowo yang kerjaannya ngegame mulu sama ade gw. aaaaahhh i miss them a lot!!

dan yang pasti gw pengen MAKAN! hahahha... gw uda bikin list makanan yang pengen banget gw makan. hahaha.. aneh banget. saking udah ga sabar nya. gw bener-bener kangen sama semua itu. belom lagi tadi si ibu sms kalo udah mau ngajakin blanja blanji hahahah... semangat kan tuh gw! wkwkwk... terus si abaang udah pasti mau meneruskan yg kemaren tanggung itu. mungkin jalan-jalan ke tempat biasa, becandaan ga penting, ketemu sama seseorang yang amat sangat annoying (hahaha... ga yakin sih, tapi tetep pengen ketemu secara langsung), keliling jakarta ampe bedon, makan sampe kekenyangan.... kuangeeeeen POLL!!

see u soon my jakarta, our jakarta. :)

my thought

aku sangat sayang pacar ku.
tapi aku mau juga mau membahagiakan orang tua ku.


:)

ga tau kenapa tiba2 kepikiran. hehe... aku sayang mereka semua. mudah-mudahan aku tidak mengecewakan mereka. amin.

when you say those three words.

on the way we went home
you held my hand
i don't know why it felt so comfort
we talked, we smiled, we took that pics

on the way we went home
you said
a simple two words
'sayang jinggo'

i smiled, and i said
'sayang andre'
you never know how i feel after that
i feel free from what i feel


love you as always,
jinggo. :)

14 February 2007.

'ditampar' sama satu status di twitter.

malem-malem, mau tidur. abis ngobrol panjang lebar itu. ada keinginan buka twitter dari hp. dan yang paling atas punya Lukman Sardi si pemain film itu. gw follow dia di twitter karena gw suka aktingnya bagus. hehehe... tapi kalimat tadi malem itu, membuat gw langsung diem.

he wrote:
Setiap halangan dan masalah yg dihadapi adalah ilmu kehidupan yang diberikan Tuhan kepada kita...Nite2

mungkin gw jadi ngerasa diingetin. walaupun secara ngga langsung. abis itu, lebih agak tenang. apalagi setelah bangun tidur. i have to focus for my final exam, i said that to myself!

terus, tadi pagi baru follow temen smp gw. dia tulis, 'You know that when I hate you, it is because I love you to a point of passion that unhinges my soul'. hmmhh...

welcome my 'LOVELY' final exam.

di sela-sela belajar masih sempet nulis begini. saking udah muak sama yg namanya true false, writing 200-300 words, ngitung-ngitung NPV, ROI, PV, EV dan lain nya.. muak saya. hahahha... malah sekarang makan ice cream sambil denger iTunes plus ngeblog. hahahaha... bagus sekali untuk permulaan semalem sebelum ujian. sementara temen-temen di luar lagi belajar bareng. gw ikutan juga, tapi nanti. setelah ini. haha....

ga tau akan gimana besok. berdoa aja semoga bisa ngerjain. pasrah lah gw. apalagi ini ada masalah satu ngajak berantem banget! tapi ga gitu mikirin karena exam ini yang amat sangat babon bgt. ga tau lagi gw. abis ujian besok, tiga ujian sisa nya berturut-turut. huhuhu...

wish me luck guys. semoga hasilnya memuaskan. amiiiinn.. :)

i want this one so badly!

this shoes are really cool!!!!
dari pertama liat langsung jatuh cinta.
mudah-mudahan si mamah yg lagi jenguk cacul di singapur nemu yg persis sama.
really want this shoes. aaahhh..


click here

collections.

some of my flat shoes.. i'll take a picture of the others later. ;)
enjoy...

my future.

lately, i've been thinking about my future. since my mom told me about next-level-of-life things. hmmhh.. jadi kepikiran. di tambah pembicaraan sama dia dua hari yang lalu. i've been thinking about how i'll be in next year. my study is going on so fast. it's 'just' like one semester (5 months) left to me for graduate. *amiiiinn ya Allaah amiiinn*. after that, i have to find a job. as my mom said to me, she wants me to find the job first, before running the new company or something. hmmh... been thinking about those lately.

oh, and about my future with him. he said something in the last two days. i'm hoping it'll come true. amiin. my mom wants to have a grandaughter. hellooo, i haven't finish my study yet mom! haha... why are you talking about that when i have to face final exam next week! yaah, tapi berdoa aja. semoga semua berjalan lancar. me, him, mom, study, work, family, everything. please God, give me the best. amiiiiinn..

*i'm trying to always remember You, God. i know i'm just a small creature in this big whole world*

song of the day

Newton Faulkner - Dream Catch Me

Every time I close my eyes
It’s you and I know now
Who I am

Yea yea yea and I know now

There’s a place I go
When I’m alone
Do anything I want
Be anyone I wanna be
But it is us I see
And I cannot believe I’m fallin
That’s where I’m goin
Where are you goin
Hold it close won’t let this go

Dream catch me, yea
Dream catch me when I fall
Or else I won’t come back at all

You do so much
That you don’t know
It’s true
And I know now
Who I am

Yea yea yea
And I know now

There’s a place I go
When I’m alone
Do anything I want
Be anyone I wanna be
But it is us I see
And I cannot believe I’m fallin
That’s where I’m goin
Where are you goin
Hold it close won’t let this go

Dream catch me, yea
Dream catch me when I fall
Or else I won’t come back at all

See you as a mountain
A fountain of God
See you as as a descant soul
in the setting sun
You as the sound

I’m young
There’s a place I go
When I’m alone
Do anything I want
Be anyone I wanna be
But it is us I see
And I cannot believe I’m fallin

There’s a place I go
When I’m alone
Do anything I want
Be anyone I wanna be
But it is us I see
And I cannot believe I’m fallin
That’s where I’m goin
Where are you goin
Hold it close won’t let this go

Dream catch me, yea
Dream catch me when I fall
Or else I won’t come back at all

he said: lagu tenang nih yank. lirik nya bagus.

*the italic lines, i love it*