'ditampar' sama satu status di twitter.

malem-malem, mau tidur. abis ngobrol panjang lebar itu. ada keinginan buka twitter dari hp. dan yang paling atas punya Lukman Sardi si pemain film itu. gw follow dia di twitter karena gw suka aktingnya bagus. hehehe... tapi kalimat tadi malem itu, membuat gw langsung diem.

he wrote:
Setiap halangan dan masalah yg dihadapi adalah ilmu kehidupan yang diberikan Tuhan kepada kita...Nite2

mungkin gw jadi ngerasa diingetin. walaupun secara ngga langsung. abis itu, lebih agak tenang. apalagi setelah bangun tidur. i have to focus for my final exam, i said that to myself!

terus, tadi pagi baru follow temen smp gw. dia tulis, 'You know that when I hate you, it is because I love you to a point of passion that unhinges my soul'. hmmhh...

my future.

lately, i've been thinking about my future. since my mom told me about next-level-of-life things. hmmhh.. jadi kepikiran. di tambah pembicaraan sama dia dua hari yang lalu. i've been thinking about how i'll be in next year. my study is going on so fast. it's 'just' like one semester (5 months) left to me for graduate. *amiiiinn ya Allaah amiiinn*. after that, i have to find a job. as my mom said to me, she wants me to find the job first, before running the new company or something. hmmh... been thinking about those lately.

oh, and about my future with him. he said something in the last two days. i'm hoping it'll come true. amiin. my mom wants to have a grandaughter. hellooo, i haven't finish my study yet mom! haha... why are you talking about that when i have to face final exam next week! yaah, tapi berdoa aja. semoga semua berjalan lancar. me, him, mom, study, work, family, everything. please God, give me the best. amiiiiinn..

*i'm trying to always remember You, God. i know i'm just a small creature in this big whole world*

one month to go, be STRONG!

Finally, there's just one month to go.. I actually can't believe that I can through this whole semester. But alhamdullilaah God always gives me strength. Thank you for the supports. Thanks ibu, babe, cacul, getar, abaang, and my unbiological sister who always there for me. Now, one month left to my second semester in UQ. Hope I can do my best! Here’s my final exam schedule. Huff… there are three exams in three days. Oh God! I have to surround my soul with enthusiasm. I have to pass all these courses. I wanna go home. Next semester is my final and last semester. I hope I can do it well. I wanna graduate, work, married, have children. Haha! Be a successful woman. Below is my exam schedule:

CSSE3005 09/11 02:30PM 36J-UnionResidentialCollege
MGTS1301 17/11 08:00AM 27A-ExhHall
MGTS2202 18/11 11:15AM 14 - 216 & 217
INFS3204 19/11 08:00AM StLeo’sCollege-Boardroom

The first one is Advance IT Project (sounds hard huh?!), but this one is open book exam. I had borrowed the book from library. I don’t want spend $100 to buy that book. I’d rather buy something else! Ahahaha…. Then, the next one is Introduction to Management. I HAVE TO read those slides plus book. Huff…. Next, Data Information Management that also has much slides. Huhuu…. Last one is my IT course, Service-Oriented Architecture (ahaha.. this really hard!). wish me luck guys. See u all in November!

xoxo

QOTD.

As soon as you trust yourself, you will know how to live.

been there, done that.

aku sudah melewati semua itu. semua masa itu. semua masalah-masalah itu. aku bersyukur amat sangat hingga detik ini, aku masih bisa tegak menatap masa depan. masih tetap memiliki harapan-harapan. aku sudah merasakan itu semua. dan semua terlewati dengan baik. walaupun tidak semulus yang di duga. but i'm happy with the problems that i've had before. dewasa. saatnya aku menjadi dewasa. melihat segala nya dari dua sisi. memikirkan dengan sebenar-benarnya, what should i do and don't. waktu terus berjalan, dan aku harus melihat ke depan. dengan hanya sedikit melihat ke belakang. aku hidup. dan aku menikmatinya. :)

my unbiological SISTERS. :)

they are my girls. we've been known for such a long time ago. dari cupu-cupu nya masa smp, labil-labil nya masa sma, sampe sekarang kuliah udah pada mau selesai dan udah ada yg kerja. we still together as we used to be. seneng, sedih, berantem, gosip, ngorbol ini itu ga ada juntrungannya, tapi itu semua terus berjalan sampe sekarang. terlepas dari punya pacar dan keluarga, mereka juga selalu ada.

bestfriends.

mamz: rindu nih... ada cerita apa ya diri mu? ehhehe.. oleh2 dong dari jogja.. bakpia gitu. hahah...
sist' odel: pacarrr... ayo semangat skripsi nya!! then, ga usah mikirin soal si s.t.o.p itu. jangan sampe kamu punya babonci jg. hehe.. :)

sist' mihong: partner online.. curhat dari penting sampe ga penting. hahaha... akhir taun kita liburan lagi bareng yah!!

sist' noe: jangan sibuk-sibuk napa.. mari kita foto2 lagi pake si BUYUNG. dan juga nanti si odel suru bawa si ASOD. hahaha...

sist' yocha: cha'i, traktir gajian doong.. ahahaha.. tiap hari liputan terus nih.. super sibuk! ckckck.. hows english premiere league? kangen masa-masa itu. hahaha...

sist' sindooy: kemana aja nih orang yaa... mari lah karokean lagi.. :)

i miss you guys.

short

I love and appreciate myself and my life now.
Just the way it is, just the way i am.
I am being love now.

beautiful mess

I am grateful for what I have.
I am always focused in the present moment where I have everything wonderful I desire.
I am filled with gratitude

i WILL NOT forgive you. NEVER!!

hey wake up!!
YOU ARE A B*TCH, though...
not me..
face it..

I NEVER FORGIVE YOU!
prahara banget deh hidup lo... ckck..
poor you..

a quote from abaang.

ini udah lama sih. waktu itu mau ngasih tau si odel. tapi kelupaan. jadi, gw inget si abaang (awas aja nih ada yang ikut2 panggil2 abaang! minta di gaplok!) sempet bilang sama gw waktu gw tanya soal selingkuh atau hts or whatever you wanna call it di dalam suatu hubungan. dia bilang sama gw 'Kalo kamu mah harus nya santai aja, cowo tuh paling yang godain cewe-cewe ngga bener. emang kamu mau di samaain sama mereka? ngga kan? Nah, kalo aku justru yang susah. Saingannya sama cowo-cowo yang 'bener' kan? jadi harus aku yang lebih bener dari cowo-cowo itu. jadi kamu tenang aja yaank'. gw pikir-pikir iya juga. kalo cewe itu bener-bener aja dan punya otak yang bisa mikir dengan bener ngga akan lah ganggu-ganggu hubungan orang. dan kalo cewe godaannya ya mungkin cowo yang lebih baik dari pada yang dia punya. tapi alhamdulillaahh sampe detik ini semua amat sangat baik-baik aja. dan aku senang. aku tenang. :)