DAMN, I'M SORRY I HATE YOU!

I NEED TO TALK TO YOU!!!!!
WHAT ARE YOU THINKING?!!!




abaang, i need you so bad. i miss you. :'(

will buy this one. :)

mudah-mudahan ada rejeki semester depan. mau beli ini entah warna apapun. :)

special for someone

someone who has ruin everything at that time, maybe it is up to now. tapi mudah-mudahan ngga. mudah-mudahan dia baca. i need to talk to her! i need it so bad.


if that boy dont love you by now, he will never ever love you


you know nothing. if you hate me, come to me and say loud that you hate me. i'm a kind person, who can forgive my enemy. don't be affraid if you did nothing wrong. :)

new moon with abaang = KOMEDI

New Moon with abaang is such watching a comedy movie. hahhaha... nyeletuk sana sini ngga jelas juntrungan nya. ampun deh. gw ga kuat banget cekikikan dengerin celetukan nya dia. since we watched Twilight, we never watch it seriously. hahaha... i never read the both of those books. jadi mungkin gw ngga terlalu gimana banget. tapi mungkin kalo baca buku nya lebih mendingan kali ya. dari waktu mulai Twilight, udah ngakak mulu nontonnya. terus kemaren pas mau bayar parikir pulang di bahas lagi sama si abaang. he said 'yank, nanti aku jg mau naik-naik pohon kayak si edward yg waktu adegan di twilight *terus dia meragain cara manjat pohon*. nah abis itu aku bilang deh 'I'M A MONKEY'. '. HEEEE.... saat itu juga gw ngakak-ngakak. hahahah... dasar odong! terus bilang 'km jadi monkey nya juga, mau ngga aku gendong?'. hahaha.. dudud deh.

bagian yang ga gw lupa juga waktu nonton new moon kemaren adalah saat si Jacob buka baju tiba-tiba aja ada suara cowo dua orang di belakang gw yang bilang 'WUUIIIIH BADANNYAA.. *dg nada napsu*'. yang ada gw sama si abaang shock terus colek-colekan, tengok-tengokan, speechless ga tau mo ngomong apa. di belakang gw padahal ada satu cewe lagi. tapi dia ngga komen apa-apa. ckckck... hombreng lalalala kali ya. MENGERIKAN! lanjut, masi di dalem bioskop, si abaang bilang 'gombal amat si ni film'. gw bisikin 'kalo aku gitu juga gimana yank?'. hahahaha... geli sendiri dia.

yang terakhir yang paling gw inget juga, di mobil dia bilang 'ITU FILM NYA ABABIL (baca: ABG LABIL) banget yaank. dikit-dikit mau bunuh diri. terus ga bisa kalo ngga punya pacar. stress, depresi'. SETUJU BANGET gw. hahaha... labil abis deh itu si cewe nya. udah gitu gw komen juga akhirnya 'knp tiap naksir cowo nya serigala lah, vampir lah, kayak ngga ada cowo yang bener aja'. hahaha... terus si abaang bilang 'yank, klo km pengen jadi vampire jg terus aku yg sedot darah km kayak nya aku pingsan duluan deh'. gw 'kenapa emang?'. dia 'ya aku pingsan kekenyangan darah kamu kebanyakan'. HEEE... hahahhaha. odong!!!!

komedi banget lah. tapi gw seneng. :)

you and me, another thing of us.

laughing is always the best part when we've met. :)

owl city

lagi suka banget sama lagu fireflies nya owl city. tapi sayang ngga bisa di embed video clip nya. click here to see the video. gw suka banget video klipnya, it's just because LAMPU. haha... lampu nya banyak nyala-nyala. gw suka lirik nya pas 'Cause I'd get a thousand hugs from ten thousand lightning bugs As they tried to teach me how to dance'. ngga tau kenapa, bayangan nya ada kunang-kunang banyak ngelilingin gitu. hahahah... lebay atau ngga, i love it. :)

satu lagi yang gw suka, on the wing. thanks yg ini bisa di embed video nya nih di bawah.

Awake to take in the view Late nights and early parades Still photos and noisy arcades My darling we're both on the wing Look down and keep on singing and we can go anywhere

i passed!

yesterday was awesome. can't believe i through all of these. after i got angry with him, he asked me to go to that place. firstly, i told him we just can watch movie in 21 coz i knew he's tired after went with his friends. but he said, how about we're going to that place. i was confused as usual. i thought he would be so tired if we go there. but finally i made my choice to go there with him after a long long time! and yes, he came at one to my house. we ate, then we were going. he drove his OM. i love the way he drives his car with Marlboro lights in his right hand, and hugs me with his left hand. I LOVE SI OM! hehe... i love the way he made me laugh, though it's just because the simplest things. we're just like goyang-goyang ga jelas. hahaha... suddenly i can't forget about all the sadness, pain and anything bad. we just laugh together and know that we really meant to each other. :)

after we arrived, we just spent our quality time. talking about all those things. my problems, his problems, our problems. and i feel really good. it's just like we can share every little thing in our life. he said that he really misses me. i know, and i do too. i was so happy, when i can hold him tight and never let him go and so does he. moreover, he always knows how to treat me so well to make me feel comfort, and he knows how to tell me that he loves me not only with those three words but also from how he treats me just like yesterday. i forgot to take picture with him. but it doesn't matter. the mportant thing is i can spent a day with him. that's enough. *though it's not. hahaha*. i hope this could be last forever. amiin.

another thing about yesterday, after i went home, i checked my exam result and I PASSED ALL THE COURSES! alhamdulillaaahh.. God always gives me the best. though the result is not good enough but i can pass all of those without have to retake the course. i'm very happy!!! that's why i love being here. thank you ibu, abaang, cacul, gege, mbah, babe for always pray for me and be there whenever i need you.

me love you much.