get well soon, dear. i'll be leaving tomorrow. i see u again soon nduy. :)

waiting.

waiting on the world to change.

i always pray for you. i hope all those things that make you down, will go far far away from you. i know you can be happy. just don't give up. coz you'll never know what will it be. keep trying, though you can't directly get what you want. maybe not today. but someday, i believe that what's best for you will come right away. be tough. be the one that i always proud of. because i know, and i believe, that you can do anything. show them who you really are. let them know how strong you are. those mean nothing if you never stop trying. i give you all i can. and one thing you need to know, i always be here. never go anywhere. :)

23rd on 23rd.

haven't post about the birthday. overall, there was nothing really different from my ordinary day. ngga ada yang terlalu special. lagian, umur udah berkepala dua. so i don't really care about the birthday. hari lahir, di inget supaya kita terus bisa bersyukur. masih di kasih banyak banget nikmat yang ngga pernah bisa diitung. tapi kemaren, malemnya sekitar jam dua pagi gw kebangun. udah berapa hari ini, gw ngantuk cepet terus kebangun sekitar dini hari gitu. akhirnya, di tanggal itu 23 September 2010 dini hari kemaren gw kebangun. gw berusaha bangun. ambil wudhu. dan solat tahajud. after that, i talked to God, had a conversation with Him (read: pray), told Him about everything (read: curhat), and then i feel free and blessed at the same time. i realized that He already gives me many things more than words can explain. :)

ga bisa tidur lagi. akhirnya adzan subuh. solat subuh, terus berusaha buat tidur lagi. tapi ngga bisa. akhirnya, i watched Gossip Girl new season. yuhuuu... i'm enjoying my life now. pagi pun tiba. ucapan selamat ulangtaun mengalir. dari orang-orang rumah. ibu *terimakasih telah melahirkan aku ke dunia dan atas semua kasih sayang nya dan segalanya yg tak terhingga*, babe *atas semua yg telah di berikan*, ade-ade *terimakasih atas keberadaan kalian, sayang kalian, sedikit benci-benci kalian sama gw ;p*, abaang *terimakasih atas semua sayang, doa, dukungan, dan lainnya yg lebih dari cukup :)*, mba di rumah *terimakasih atas waktunya, kesabarannya, ketulusannya*. sms dari keluarga dan sahabat. ucapan di twitter. terlebih lagi ucapan-ucapan dan doa-doa lewat facebook. thank you all for your greetings and the important part is your prayer for me. it's more than enough. terimakasih atas doa yang udah diberikan. doa semoga gw mendapat yg terbaik, sukses, dan lain-lain. semua di amin-in sekenceng-kencengnya. ada suatu cerita tentang mba gw, dia ngurus gw dari waktu gw lahir. tiba-tiba dia dateng ke kamar gw, nangis-nangis. bilang 'aduh, maaf ya mba ras lupa kamu ulang taun. selamat ulang taun ya sayang'. sambil peluk gw dia tetep nangis. gw pun ngga bisa tahan jg. huhuhu... dia bilang, dia ngga percaya kalo gw udah segini 'gede' nya. huhu...

yaah, seharian ngga kemana-mana juga sih. di rumah. balesin ucapan-ucapan di facebook. unemployed. begini deh. huhuh... sempet ke kantor babe, ngasih kue. abis itu ngurus soal visa. terus pulang. siang, si mba bikin nasi kuning. malem nya makan nasi kuning bareng-bareng deh. rame. menyenangkan. dan i feel so happy. btw, i've got a bucket of flowers from my lovely mom and also greeting card. said that 'Jingga Sukma Adita, Happy Birthday. You're always be "The first wonderfull person in my life". may Allah SWT always cares you all the times and wish you all the best. I love you forever -emakmu-'. :')

above all, i gretful to God of everything that i have now. surrounded by the people i love and loved me. i feel blessed for this life You gave to me. gw bersyukur dengan segala kecukupan, kelebihan dan kekurangan. hope there'll be another great year ahead. amin.

:p

you're too good to be true. *cringcring*.

someone write this on tumblr.

they can't fight with someone who never give up. someone who still keep trying. someone who always believe in God can do anything. someone who always pray in late night wishing you have the same feeling. someone who always wanna makes you happy. someone who stay while you're mad. someone that still waiting, while you're saying that you wouldn't come. someone who always care. someone who always choose to stay, though you ask her to go. someone who loves you so much more than you ever know. and someone who always has faith for what it's worth.

i wanna see the fireworks tonight.