i just read someone's blog. and the story is about the same as mine last year. i found out that everybody has their own problem. i was so stressed out last year just because three people i love was passed away. i've been thinking of why. but somehow it's just lead me to the saddest moment i've ever had. you just need to let them go, right? but it's not that simple when it comes to the people you love. but then God has their own way to show His love to us, right? all we can do is just hope and pray. believe that the sadness will go away as the time goes by.
the Ramadhan and syawal makes me remember about those three people. Amih, Om Tedi, and Adrian. i thought they're gone too soon. but i realized that nothing's better than God's plan. i have to stay strong and still support my grandpa about this kind of things. actually, today is one year my Amih passed away. i thank God i was there on her funeral. we all there. i love her so much. i cried a lot when she said to my autie that she wouldn't be there for our wedding. and it's true. i feel sad. but still have to get the positive thought.
yesterday when Ied day, we gathered at Mbah's house at Cimahi. it actually a good times. all cousins, aunts, uncles gathered together to have apologize to each other. i feel happy because Mbah still sehat though he has a little bit of cough and stomachache. but it was good that he was seeing us at his house. surrounded him by love. that's what he need after Amih's gone. Mbah loves Amih so much. i wanna be like them someday. never leave each other though they sometimes had a fight. hope me and abaang could do what Amih and Mbah did. they still love each other until death do them apart.
last but not least, hope they have a better place now. i miss them a lot. :')
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